i am feeling quite sucky now.
Is this karma?
Cos i was joking ard when some1 else was feeling bad few days ago?

I thought theres only one person whom can make my heart beat faster.
I was wrong.
Cos now, i don even bother if that he is online or not.
But today, my heart beat very fast when i saw the rare guest online.
At a moment, i thought i made a mistake cos earlier in the day my vision was already quite blur.

hesitated for awhile before i took the initiative to start the conversation ard 8plus.
no reply.
at 9plus, you were still online.
and yet, still no reply.
FINE!

so i thought you were so xiaoqi cos i didnt return your 3 missed calls this afternoon... (i would be more than willing to call you back in the past)