i finally got the guts to say:
"I WILL WORK TILL END OF SEPTEMBER!"

wasnt in a gd mood somehow.
perhaps stressed over the notes that are due for tml's lessons.
i am having this phobia to attend IBM.

Nageb (lecturer) will always be asking questions from everywhere.
and if u cant ans, he will:
"told u to read THE BUSINESS TIMES, to watch BBC and to listen to 88.9FM.
now u dont have an ans,
u know wat u look like?
a zombie walking around with nth up there!"

well,
it may sound hurting.
but its for our good.
everyone knows.
i tried to read the papers daily.
but its boring.

and i even dreamt of him after my 1st lesson!
there was a 'competition' within the class..
and when it was my turn to ans,
my mind totally went blank.
and the other team came running after me,
trying to hit me (cos it was my punishment).

it may sound funny.
but its true!!!
i had this nightmare!!!


when im in office,
i read news online.
when i get home,
simply no time school work!
once i take out the notes,
i start to yawn.





i am not sure if i had made the right choice.
with my sch fees and bus fares so high..
i cant depend fully on my parents.

here i am,
quitting my job,
others out there in search of jobs.



tell me!
is this a right choice?