sad.sad.sad.
i thought the only way for me to let go is not to talk to u,
at least for this period of time.
so when u called last night when i was having dinner,
u wanted to call me back.
but i told u 'no need.'
u sounded so stun.
probably cos i always sound excited to talk to u, but not from now.
and u called again at 9plus.
we hung up cos i was watching tv.
u tried again at abt 11.
the 20mins conversation was mainly silence.
cos i wasnt even in the right mood for u.
and its only natural for u too, i guess.

and 12plus, u sms-ed me again.
telling me abt ur tales.
and maybe..
to share ur excitment tt u have gotten her contacts?
wat can i say?
'just do wat u tink is right and best for u.'
HOW STUPID CAN I BE?